What is life?

I came across this quote on someones myspace page.

"You don't know what life is about until you become a parent "

Are you kidding me? So, I need to have a child to know what life is? That is so silly. Sure it makes you realize what is important to you and how the simple things in life are so great. Come on people life is not about cleaning up poo and picking up after your little one, it's so much more.:)

I do know that life is how you create it. The limits are endless with what we can do and become. It depends on what you feel your purpose is, what's important, and what your interest are. We are blessed with the opportunity to be anyone or anything.

I CAN...
...become a teacher
...become a dentist
...work at the local grocery store
...be a dog walker
...live in the forest
...live in a loft in a busy city

My options are limitless but it comes down what it most important to me and what do I want. Everyone has their own opinions, dreams, and aspirations but this is my life. So, i get to call the shots. It's strange that I couldn't realize this at a younger age.

Weekend Bliss

I spent almost the entire day yesterday and an amazing spa. This one was amazing and it almost made me feel out of place (i spend my time being relaxed to not think about it). I am so giddy today. My entire weekend was all about "me". It makes me realize how much this is needed and how i don't do it enough. A happy Angela is what I'm seeking in life. I need to make sure to remember to do things that truly make me happy.

Since I am no longer in my teens, early 20's, and pretty much mid 20's I don't care about the way i look at times, i do. But, I'll go to work with no makeup or barley doing my hair. Where as when i was younger, it seemed like the end of the world. This weekend reminded me how important it is look my best. Instead of worrying about "boys" i am going to worry about me. It's going to be all about Angela. Or at least that's what i will aim for. After all, men will come and go but I will always remain the same.

Dating

The last few weeks i have been prowling my dating sites for a "Man". Maybe i am too particular.
I get excited about one and I'm not attracted to them -OR- I am attracted to them but there personality doesn't match mine.
I know that relationships take time to bloom. Am I being too hasty? Do I stick to my instincts? Should i try to give a guy that i may not be totally attracted to but like their personality a chance? I do know that a good personality makes someone more attractive. Dating is frustrating.

Blah

Do you ever have a day you just feel... well, blah? Almost on the verge of being grumpy or happy. Well, I'm having one of those days. Perhaps it's hormones, which i hate, it makes me feel "off". Kind of like my personality is on a vacation. I sure hope it comes back tomorrow. Else i will be come Ms. Grumpy.

Edward...

Today, was a very hot day. I wasn't really in the mood to stop at B & N. However, my friend got me addicted to a great series by Stephanie Meyer. I just finished Twilight last night. Tonight i HAD to keep reading into Bella's journey. I'm already 100+ pages into New Moon, this is so not like me. I don't read to often but it's so good. I had a feeling I'd be done with New Moon in a few days so i went ahead and bought the 3rd book. I certainly don't want to go back to B & N in this heat.

Let me just says, I want a man like Edward... I'm almost 29 and single. I've decided it was time to start looking. I am on eharmony, nothing great has happened from there. I met one guy. Another friend told me about this free site plentyoffish.com. Which for the first couple of days i was calling it, 'plenty off ish'. Luckily i realized yesterday it's 'plenty of fish'. Sometimes i wonder where my brain goes.

Where is my Edward? Actually i don't know anyone that has their own "Edward". If you do let me know. I'd like to believe that there is hope.





According to the authors website, this how she envions perfect Edward.